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what is it....

2009-03-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

I am angry.....frustrated.....stress.......confused....irritated.......

i said i dunno...means i dunnnoo.....stop asking me....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hubby....cancel tonite's appointment....im not in the mood.

my trip kakis....

2009-03-21T15:35:00.000-07:00

after wathcing the batam album at aneks multiply...i just cant help saying...

I MISS U PEOPLE...my TRIP
KAkis........

umm..

2009-03-20T15:51:00.000-07:00

i know hubs gonna strangle me if i said this cos we just went back frm KL...but i just cant stop myself from saying this......

can i go for another trip in JUNE or july?

shuckss~ abby.run for your life..

but hubs, i promise u...i will save duit on my own like i always do.and we will never touch our future savings..u knw that rite.

that same old syndrome...

2009-03-06T03:02:00.000-08:00

ive been miserable with the same old black heels for two month when im off to work...every morning without fail ive been complaining to Luv, how pathetic i am with the same black heels...

honestly speaking, i only have like 4 pairs of shoes for 3 months now..compared to more than 20 over pair of shoes during my single days... hais...
those shoes are either torn..worn out...not striking enuff...or just plain old.

so today, i went with my colleagues to the my fav shoe spot...i promised Luv that i will ONLY buy 1 pair....cos all i need was a plain black shoe...but then...when i entered....
it felt like heaven...and i was screening the shoe racks one by one...picked no. 1....and ooopsss....picked no.2.

so at last bought 2 pair.... ummm...which means, i only can buy at least another 2 pair je at KL later. :(

only...

2009-03-05T01:05:00.000-08:00

only love will weather all storm......

everything that happens, will have its own reason..

2009-02-27T21:26:00.000-08:00

its negative.

maybe just not the time yet huh.

economy crisis...tiredness.... saving for our future house.

everything happens for a reason... maybe Allah wants us to do things one by one...dont want us to be in financial difficulty..

ok salbiah...one by one ok.

and congrats to my beloved husband...for you have succesfully fulfill ur mission and amanah given by your company.
insyallah you will succeed...if kite kerja ikhlas and gigih, insyallah everything will go smoothly.
but baby...i dun like the idea of you being at other place for 3 months... :( so it means that u will only be home 30 mins later than usual time tau..

think again ok before i cabot ur bulu idong.HMPH!

sweet hub of mine.

2009-02-20T10:26:00.000-08:00

u are the sweetest in my life...

thank you for the lunch bekal you cooked for me early in the morning..
its white rice + black pepper chicken + chop choy....

wonderful....and delicious....

dont worry bebeh..I never feel a burden cooking for you in the middle of the night...even when i am dead tired...u know that rite...im glad we enjoy each other's cooking... *winks*

psstt --- food is the way to a man's heart...

what is it?

2009-02-13T01:11:00.000-08:00

work is piling up again...arghhh....~
ive stayed late in the office alone for quite a number of days last week...so hubby advice me not to this week ....maybe he's worrried...

today...my 2 assistants.one on MC and another one helping the other manager doing some stuffs...hmm...so did everything alone...

had loads of laughter oso in the office...my office colleagues all mcm "toooot"..damn funni la u peeps...i laughed until i almost pee in my pants...

as usual la .its about tipu-ing our supervisor on Bahasa Melayu..but i wont blog it here la what are the words this time...cos its super merepek and unless u have good humour...then u will find it funni..otherwise, u will find it inappropriate...haha.. ( i badly want to share it here seh)wakakaka.

aniwae, im kind of tired going to and fro teban to yew tee.... :( but two side needs to be please....rite?

and there are just some adjustments i need to do and i need my hubby to put some sense to my head...and stop thinking and being negative..i cant wait for him to come home from work tonite..so that we can have those put-some-sense-in-my-haywire-brain chat..

my back aches...and im always feeling lethargic...not mentioning the frequent toilet trips to pee..haiss..

and im on a emotional roller coaster ride over nothing sometimes..urgh..

I AM IN NEED OF A SHORT GETAWAY ...NOW...!

enuff said la..im now going to play my pet society in facebook...bye.

our future house..

2009-02-02T01:37:00.000-08:00

its kind of outdated...but just sharing here..

we get the BTO house from HDB at marsiling....and alhamdulilah..made our downpayment with our own hard earned money...
its hard for me parting with the money ..... (which maybe sum of u think that its a smal teeny weeny sum)...cos when we made the downpayment...my mind was thinking how much I could have enjoy spending and splurging on my "retail therapy" at KL..or bali...or aniwhere....haiss..

im learning that life isnt so easy though....

back to the hdb story... both of us took leave for our appointment that day...and after a long talk with the customer service officer who attended us...we were just so happy.
But yeah..earliest completion of project will be 2012...so it means...for now.....we "tumpang lalu" my beloved parent in law's house...haha.

now, i just cant wait for them to start the piling and "concrete and cement party" there....

.....

and

I am counting down for a sweet and short getaway to KL in March..

:)

2009-01-21T00:37:00.000-08:00

its blissful....realli..

ive told myself to be readi.....and not onli expect "beautiful pictures" in this marriage.....reality wont be as sweet and nice and purrfect like fairytales......

With u to hold my hand...... i wont need anything else.... (umm....except for trips and holiday k syg)

helo from us

2009-01-09T20:04:00.000-08:00

helo fellow readers...... its been a great week this week cos we are having so much fun in bali..rite now im taking the time to log to multiply (sempat eh kite) while hubby is sipping his coffee at kuta's gloria jeans coffee. haha....

never tot that bali is fun..even though its our last choice for honeymoon desination, but yeah, its damn great.

flight will be at 1230am today...and the car will pick us up at 0930pm later at hotel......

so hopefully, tmr 3 am we'll be in singapore again...BORING.

so gotta go now...need to do some last minute shopping again for the last time.....

the kuta beach shops is calling me now....hahahaha....time to brush up my bargaining skills again after 3rd day coming to the same shops here...hahha

k bye...

24 hours more

2008-12-24T10:05:00.000-08:00

its the biggest change in my life....im posting this blog at 6:50 am now...while everybody is sleeping...some with the kain tenaik...some tetonggeng ....air liur meleleh....and my hall is already crowded with famili members..hahaha

the inai was perfectly done...and its getting more darker than it was first applied yesterday..THANK YOU KAK RATNA from Hennamomma...

My guestbook is hopefulli done by end of the day today...and its a DIY guestbook...i did it myself...so you who drop by my majlis on saturday...pls at least scribble something....hehehe.

the khemah was erected yesterday..and i was shaking my head..cos its BIG. just nice for our guests maybe....its gonna be a humble deco......cos to be honest, i dont evn know how the deco look like...cos i leave it all in the fate of the deco people's hand.nyehehehe.

Gubahan was collected yesterday... THANK YOU KAK WANNIE frm Gubahan Cinta.

And an extended service from Suhana Wedding Concept, cos the designer isyak came all the way to my house at 10pm yesterday to let me try for the last time my wedding outfits...hmmm...i slept soundly after that...

To all faithful readers...im getting married tomorrow...its the most important moment in a woman's life....and I love my hubby so much..and its you, NORFAIRUL BIN ABDUL SAHAR.

all the promises we've made since we are in secondary 2....all his promises...he will make it true tomorrow...im so glad that he's the one I am marrying...yes, he's my CLASSMATE since Primary 5..,MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARt since we are in sec 3..and we've never been apart since then....

Even when you are apart in malaysia and im here in singapore...im always here faithfulli waiting for 3 years...nevermind that u are always not beside me then, starting from tmr, we will be together lifetime....insyallah...
* ok ok....tears starting to cloud in my eyes...

p/S: those who are invited, silakan jemput ke majlis...those whom i ve left out the invitation..im so sorry...pls accept my deepest apology from this humble kanchiong pengantin.
Wish me gud luck and always in bliss.

time is running....

2008-12-21T00:21:00.000-08:00

5 days more......

holiday mode?

2008-12-15T02:41:00.000-08:00

maybe im in the holiday mode already. But I am happi actualli, cause I am busy at work...
Yey!

My 'honeymoon' period last week lasted for 4 days only...its my training period la.haha. syiok! didnt have to do work...came to office..shake leg...and sit for training..and took products test...and because i am playful, I had to retake...nyehehee..

aniwae, i am thankful to get a boss like my boss...because she sent us for training..to improve ourselves.(hopefully la)

And and....

i have started not wearing make up for the past few days...until my nikah day....yey! went to office today, and i looked like...hmm.. myself la.
it felt good..reali. and i dun care what people say.
Hope that i wont get too comfy without make up ... its essential ok to look good and presentable..wohoo!

argh..body is aching...back ache...hais...i really need the spa man! 4 more days..and im off to wayan retreat...for the spa...and the tummy candling and facial.. all at one go! satu kali then abis cerita. senang!

i think im sick in the brain...not sick as in sick..but sick as in ting tong. paham tak?
baby...mane seh u,tak call2 kite? teselit kat jamban ke? ish.

it felt good

2008-12-14T16:01:00.000-08:00

it felt good not meeting each other seh during this confinement period... i just love this...and i hope i will be suprise to see him during our nikah...its gonna be refreshing...and suprising...
b.....are u excited ? i know u are.* kenyit mata*

is it excitement im feeling?

2008-12-14T15:57:00.000-08:00

ok...after months of feeling jaded...i am finally feeling excited..nervous....all remix into one..haha..

not forgetting the butterflies in the stomach which i have yet to kill.*grin*

its days more..or perhaps. 1 week more or so..

ok, finally, now I will declare that I am excited and happy. no more emo..feeling helpless or whatsoever.

and i am sooo looking forwrd to my spa treatment at Wayan retreat this friday.

YIPPPPPEEEE... I AM ONE HAPPY BRIDE TO BE.

thank u frens

2008-12-07T02:10:00.000-08:00

my irsyad frens are the best... no matter where I go.....who i met....they will always stand No 1... maybe due to the fact that we have been together for more than 10 years....we knew each other perangai...even though all have their own kind of "pattern and design",..and not forgetting perangai2 puaka satu2..... u peeps are still the best!!!! I LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the irsyad batch of 2002!

Frens forever ok! 5th December 2008...a pre wedding celebration was arranged at Amirahs Grill for me and fai...not forgetting a berfday celebration for december babies.... the twins...cipan and fai ( the hubby la). and .... also announcement for those who will be next in the list of getting hitch next year...(ehem ehem).

this is one thing good of marrying your own classmate....u get to share ur frens..teachers...and most of all...there's no need to waste time knowing each other's frens..cos WE WERE ALL CLASSMATES from primary to secondary..... hahahahha!! and jokes...lame or stupid...we can bear it all...ahaha.kutuk mengutuk jgn cakap la...its endless man! but its fun..

Pixxies will be uuploaded later .........

Nearing the date?

2008-12-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

lets see....i practically left with 2 weeks bfore the big day..and most of the days...im packed with lots of stuffs...from ribbons..to the door gifts...and last minute arrangments...Oh, not forgetting last minute things...teeny weeny things that involves my ka-chings, pops out like nobody business....

my wedding book is "pooff!" gone...inside, there's receipts...agreements with service provider...lists...plans....shucks....

I wanna be kecoh2 for the wedding preps...but i wish I will not have to trouble the people around me...i wanna everything to be settle one week before my wedding date..hope it is possible, cos preps was made wayyy early since dec 2007...

Now what I am most excited about is my sweet getaway....with hubby in january.

i cant be bothered much about the deco for the wedding or yadayadayada....i am amazed at myself actualli, when i told the wedding caterer+deco "Cik rahman buat la ape2 decoration yg bole..saya tau, saya nak theme colour cream and brown...buat la ape2 eh..asal cantik and berpatutan." FULL STOP. end of story. he smiled and I cant be bothered much after that.

pucuk pangkal, trust. I trust him cos he's been serving my mother who buat keje kawen for 7 times oredi as the wedding caterer..he wont let my mum down...

baju nikah baju sanding baju bertandang....? ok, fitting is on the 19th December..and hopefulli after fitting, everything is alright...i havent see the songket for sanding yet cos it was not ready when we last saw it on october.hope it shud be ready by then cos I need to wear it for sanding.

shoes? ok, found one at Tangs which suits my kaki bapok.a daylight robbery for a pair of diamante shoes...but what the heck...need to look a bit over mah on The Day.

aniwae...see la eh, dis month nye gaji, if got extra ka-chings...i will rush down to Maniq to grab one covered pointed heels... no need custom made la...just grab off the rack...that shud be it.

hmm.....hopefulli i will be a happy bride on the day....and make Hubby proud of me, cos I AM not fussy...go with the flow..relax and cool....

I know bebeh, u are at peace to get a bride like me.

Woohoo! PEACE!

thank u frens

2008-12-06T14:26:00.000-08:00

It was a great and splendid gathering on friday 5th December 08...

it was fun meeting and gather around with my good old frens..the irsyadians,,,

i wonder why, they are still the best and comfortable people who I love to be with.....even though sometimes...perangai satu2 mcm puaka and menyakitkan hati.

its been years having friendship with them...and we just knew each other...and of cos, they knew about me and fairul...(like duh...couple basi since secondary skool days).

getting hitch to fairul is not a suprise to them, but it is somthing that they are excited about..maybe due to the fact that its been years and they are tired of waiting.haha.

so last friday..it was a "suprised" celebration///a pre wedding thingy....and so sweet of them, suprise me and fai with a big frame....a drawing of us to be exact..but...my hubby looks much more older....and resembles a bit like........... a horse? hahahahahaa//(yeah,im evil).

aniwae..i warned fairul that if he marah2 selalu, muke bole tukar jadik mcm dalam gambar tu..haha.

ok will post the pixxies soon.....

why

2008-12-02T11:49:00.000-08:00

why is this heart "thumping" and goes dug dig dug at times?

is it the excitement? hehehehehehe

if..

2008-11-25T11:51:00.000-08:00

its not a doa...but i was thinking...if only it was simple and im able to cope with it.
then i wont be in this state of turmoil.

changes we need to adapt...

2008-11-19T19:27:00.000-08:00

after december, there will be major changes happening in my life and all around me...
I will be under someone's care,,.... I am living at a difference place...I will have to face more challenges and problems... and worklife...hmmm... maybe a career advancement or a switch of industry?im not sure...
Aniwae...starting dis december..u wont be seeing my baby at IMM animore...a jewel in his company...he gets more trust for his sincerity in work....his hardwork (which I had suffer from it) will be fruitful insyallah... ( I just hope he dont forget me too much... :( )
he is going to be transfered to Suntec....with a new designation...new culture...
Hopefully he can make new waves out there...

I admire his determination cos he started from scratch...and he never complains.....

I love you abang.

.;;;,

2008-11-15T12:34:00.000-08:00

feeling fickle minded...kanchiong spider...and sensitive for everytinng...

dat will include mengarot sentences like
" why..u dun want to get married isit?"..
"abang..u seem like u dun care!"...
" are u thinking twice..?!!'

and i think he's getting immune to these... what he does is smile and shake his head looking at me... funni meh.
(i dun care..)

hmmm..must be part of the symptom of wedding sickness lah.

hahaha.

why?

2008-10-30T02:25:00.000-07:00

why.... why must it happen now...?

we are so sad..cos we had plan it earlier on....
cos we dunno wat to do....
but we are trying to support each other...
so that we can stand up.....and make each other smile again..

hopefully something good is coming out....

another additional stress for me.....

haiss...

oh allah..... i hope im strong and u r testing me cos i know that more hurdles to come.....

alhamdulilah

2008-10-18T02:03:00.000-07:00

alhamdulilah.... final decision made..confirmed..paid..

Now i am counting down not to the majlis day, but counting down to the getaway.its not far...not that expensive...its just gonna be memorable.;l

our chosen stay..

as days gone by

2008-10-14T18:32:00.000-07:00

as days gone by....

as date is nearing...its getting hard to cope with the challenge...

im scared of making stupid decisions... so i chose to ignore it.

im busy with work..too busy with work...stayed back late in the office till late nite .......
and it just wont help when people dun understand....

k.. enuff said.

pieces of raya

2008-10-11T02:06:00.000-07:00

splendid raya dis year..

love the malam raya.... mum went to sleep earli,not realli feeling well,... but for me, I am awake till 1-2 am cleaning the house and pasang cadar and all...all i love to do it by myself malam raya..not forgetting the forever routine mopping the floor midnight..haha....
I guess next year not gonna be the same huh... :(

im gonna miss everything i went thru the whole years of my life here in teban...tskkk~
haiss..k dun wanna talk about it here.. just letting fairul know my feelings is oredi sufficient *watery eyes*

nevertheless, it was fun...and exciting...very busy on first week of raya. alhamdulilah, many guests and relatives... "setiap tetamu yg datang itu membawa rezeki."

first raya weekend, couzins raya outing..haha.
no camera, so like beggar, i beg for pixxies from my cuzzie. thanks liza!
* tembam2 la my cuzzies... biase la eh.. baka.harap maklum*

end

2008-10-10T20:01:00.000-07:00

its the end.............

thank you .

dont..just dont.

2008-10-10T19:56:00.000-07:00

bad mood swings ahead...

so dont langgar the wrong cable..!

gud bye honeymoon plan A

2008-10-09T15:34:00.000-07:00

Gudbye to honeymoon PLan A

and welcome honeymoon Plan B..

Gudbye to P. *sob*

Hello to B. *smile*

L? your my last option.

P....why are u still not stable with ur riots and protest....and make my bebeh unstable to go there..?
aniwae....diverting to B is also a good idea...

hehehehe...

TANTI SYIFANI...i need u to share with me whats great there.....hehehehehehehehehehe

..

2008-10-08T22:50:00.000-07:00

stop it la sey. *angry and agitated and irritated*

..

2008-10-08T22:49:00.000-07:00

stop it la sey.

dilemma

2008-10-05T16:42:00.000-07:00

dilemma.....
because 12th Oct.... there is two jalan raya which i want to join...
my family's and my old frens....

arrghhh~!!!! mcm mane ni seh!

aniwae, yesterday jalan raya was soo shiok.com.
like every year on raya, i looked forward to people coming to our house..and also jalan raya with the everlasting old frens........

uncles and aunties and couzins asked me where is my tunang...why didnt he join the raya outing... i simply said," its not the time yet'..

it is indeed not the time yet to expose him to other relatives and extended cousins houses for raya...
u see, I have this perangai which is i dun want to overexpose him to our family before we are married.
aniwae, as what cik leka said yesterday...its takmanis..
and cik umar said, next year is the time he can join us... hehe.

I guess, fairul should be familiar with my standing... secondary sckool time is worst.. i FORBID him to come to my house suke2...or just to mit my mum...i dun like!!
the worst thing is, even though he was my boyfren ...after 5 years, i am still malu malu taik kucing to regard him as my boyfren in front of my family..i refer to him as 'my Kawan"...haha.

things changed a bit when we were engaged last year...after 8 years, I finally expose him to my famili bit by bit....bringing him to relatives wedding...but limited la...

I will wait for Raya next year...(if panjang Umur)... I will bring you around baby.aniwhere and whoever house u wanna go aite....promise.

huh...?

2008-10-03T00:09:00.000-07:00

WATEVER La Eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired

2008-10-01T02:57:00.000-07:00

I. Am. So. Tired....

lebaran

2008-09-27T02:05:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya semua!!!!!!

aniwae...this year disambut dgn sederhana...i didnt buy any baju raya... so does fairul...
no new bags...
shoes?
mite have another new pair coming up...hehe.

kuih muih?
kuih muih banyak seh.....its all classified under "kuih tunjuk-tunjuk"..... da 9 macam beb...
fuuhh....~ takpayah bersengkang mata buat kuih sampai malam2...tunjuk je terus dapat....

aniwae...
what im looking forward is malam raya...which I like it so much... and I am soo looking forward to jalan raya with my families....
and looking forward to (realli love this)....jalan raya with the "lapuk irsyadians batch" ...hahhaa!!
anek.......van kilang last year amaciam jadi?
kekeke..

heheh

2008-09-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

my lil' toddler..

facebook?

2008-09-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

facebook?

ala.....mcm leceh je.... its been days..but seems a bit blur....apesal mcm susah ek nak paham? ke aku yg lembab....? kuang kuang kuang..

:)

2008-09-25T02:25:00.000-07:00

financial crisis and bankruptcy fears...

2008-09-17T02:40:00.000-07:00

Merrill Lynch was bought over by Bank Of America .....

Lehman Brothers has closes its doors in Singapore....

AIG ---giant insurer..is on the brink of.....
hmmmm...im trying to understand the catastrophe currently..

just hope it doesnt affect any other co.

see how a credit crisis has opened a mouth big enough to engulf such giants...kinda scary..

boss reminded us...to save money and dun spend on unnecesary stuffs...cos we never know tomorrow what will happen......

i hope it ends fast...

..

yey!

2008-09-16T20:47:00.000-07:00

destination confirmed....price confirmed...upfront $$ confirmed... but accomodation differ.. :(

aniwae,
3 mths to go, before u and me step foot there..
its going to be the first time for u and me....

I heart you..

will i ever get it one day...?

2008-09-14T02:45:00.000-07:00

http://www.apmi.edu.sg/bachelor_course.php?id=27

I am looking at it again..... :(

but im not able to do it now...

will my husband give me the chance to grab it in the future...i am willing to look for the $$ for the fees on my own...... but i need his consent.....
but then....

I cannot be selfish..... i know he is very supportive, but i must think about our family..I must think again and again..i understand after marriage, we have lots and lots of commitments..

....its very sad...i hope i can find a solution...
or
do i just bury this wish in the grave......

only time will tell.

malas mode.

2008-08-31T21:07:00.000-07:00

There are piles of work on my document tray, but i jus cant be bothered...
I am having this "Malas" mode....its pasted everywhere on my face...
I am sitting on this chair, surfing the internet the whole day....
(tapi blind spot kene baik..... boss datang cepat2 buat keje dok.*evil grin*)

I pushed aside all the work......hoping that the malas mode will end by tomorrow..then, i will have today's work plus tomorrow's work altogether... *pffft*

What I want now is to go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....

if only i own dis bank...i would have picked up my bag..... and go home....rite now....rite at this time!!!

damn it rite.....

2008-08-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

im not sure if this is a prolong situation...but im hoping that its not and everyting will be ok by december....*sigh*

Im keeping my fingers crossed....but, if by december, situation is still like dat....we're gonna have to divert our honeymoon to " L." ( back to square one ).....

aniwae...maybe ' L ' is not bad afterall....what matters most is that I am with the person that I

longed to be with....place dont realli matter...its the companion that matters most... ( am i for real?!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH ..ok ok, im trying to make myself feel better)...

kite merancang,....tuhan menentukan....we were supposed to put our downpayment this month. :(

b........i nak go Phuket....... *sob sob*

Latest news (extract frm Channel News Asia)
Six flights bound for Phuket from Singapore were cancelled on Saturday as the Thai airport remains closed after protesters stormed it on Friday.

And SilkAir said some 600 of its passengers remain stranded at the popular beach resort.

A day after anti—government protesters began camping out on the tarmac, Phuket airport authorities said more than 100 flights have been cancelled, including 25 on international routes, leaving 15,000 passengers stranded.

Thailand closed three airports at the beach resorts of Phuket, Krabi and Hat Yai on Friday after protesters stormed the Phuket International Airport.

The airport protests came as thousands of activists laid siege to government offices in Bangkok, calling for Prime Minister Samak Sundaravej to resign.

Rail travel in the country has also been disrupted.

In Singapore, some passengers are now unsure about their travel plans. — CNA/ir

( is that last statement meant for me?)

..

2008-08-30T01:27:00.000-07:00

yesterday, went to meet the baju pantin designer at marsiling...it was great...he(the designer) was warm....and everything is ok...

i said i want simple simple....and he said 'takde maksud simple2 girl..... simple2 is not in my dictionary..." kekekekeke. i smiled.

choose and choose and choose....

I kept asking fairul if he's ok with this and that...and all he said is... he will be happy as long as he see the smile on my face....
Ouh darling....... u melt me.....

but in other words oso, it kind of mean = I-dont-realli-know-how-to-value-these-beautiful-clothes.-i-leave-it-all-to-you.

haha..

I knew it.

another step

2008-08-26T23:55:00.000-07:00

will be taking half day leave on friday...... to meet kak ana@marsiling...

Cant wait to pick our clothes....yey!!!

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all smiles....

2008-08-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

all smiles ............,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, heh. thank you for the decision abang... * winks*

i swear in the name of Allah..i saw the black cat.

2008-08-13T02:47:00.000-07:00

the heart is thumping hard...adrenaline rush.....the mind is not here...im typing rite now..however, the mind is not heeere....

in the name of Allah..i realli realli saw a black cat jumping from the kitchen cabinet to the toilet..but its not there...nowhere to be found...

i was about to enter the kitchen, when i saw a black cat....jumping from the kitchen cabinet, to the toilet area..... I Screamed...cos our house never had a pet.. the sister came out, and said "eh...u dun scare me..kau biar betul" i said.."im realli realli sure"...i stand like the statue of liberty in front of the kitchen...

but when we search, there's no sign of the cat? AM i hallucinating..? Cant be....cos I am on the phone with fairul......when I SCREAMED.... and put down the phone.

eh wait...what am i typing..cerita aku berbalik balik ke ni?? nevermind.

aniwae, my house is on the first floor...maybe a cat had mistakenly panjat the house? mite be...first floor pe.. isit just my illusion..? but im very sure...i saw it...a black cat.....

this is my first time experiencing....after 23 years living in this house..

grr~

2008-08-11T17:22:00.000-07:00

mood swings...mood swings..... mood swings....

grrrrr~

b... sori u become my punching bag sumtimes...i will make it up to u ok..... tsk tsk....~

grr~

2008-08-11T17:17:00.000-07:00

the first step to the Day

2008-08-08T20:03:00.000-07:00

Took leave yesterday...and went for registration at ROMM.

Quite crowded eh, maybe due to the date '08.08.08'... people are all rushing to get married on the date..maybe cause of the unique date...its easier for people who get solemnised to remember sepanjang hayat mereka.

as for us, we dont care much of the date...what matter most is, both our dreams are insyalla coming true one by one..

queue was madness, and people are getting angrier and grumbled cause of the slow services.I wont say much la...cos aniwae, there's only one person at the registration counter servicing the whole snake-queue..those hot-headed ones were nagging and membebels and whatever la...

i listened to the membebels and anger yesterday like radio rosak...nothing much to say wat, its not like the service is getting more better...so took out my hand lotion and moisture the skin to kill time.

and As we are queueing up for the registration yesterday, looked each other in the eyes, and finally... we both said , "this is it...the first step to the Day..."

i smiled ...and applied my lotion somemore..

reached the counter,the man asked us for our NRIC, so I took out mine...and guess wat fairul took out.... Haisss..

he took out his POSB mastercard, and gave to the man with full blardy confidence.. and not realising it, cos he was busy talking to the man.

haha. i was about to give him the look...the FAIRUL!-CAN-U-PLEASE-DO-IT-AND-LISTEN-TO-Instructions-PROPERLY-FOR-ONCE?! look.

but then, i remind myself again that he's my fiance and my future husband, i smiled and laugh it off.. just like the man did.... the man said " eh, takkan awak nak kasi saya duit awak "....

pfffttt~

I NEED a break

2008-08-03T23:52:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for this friday..cos i wont be working..took a day leave....to spend more time with someone...and there are some matters that need to be settle i guess..whatever it is..i am soo looking forward....!! bebeh, we go IKEA Tampines ok!! hehehe..

back to work story,alhamdulilah...my attendance is good so far...i still have plenty of leave to clear..haha.but takle ckp besar...cos as the wedding is near, i mite have to take leaves and all...or or...who knows i mite fall sick...

hais....now head is aching...i hope i am sick tomorow, so i can take mc for a good reason..wakakakkaa...

ok la...better stop now...

jittery feelings...

2008-07-31T00:36:00.000-07:00

im starting to have it.... but trying to control it...

relax salbiah...relax.....

why do guys not feeling what we girls feel...? like does excited feelings or anxious or just plain nervous...

or maybe..they trying to control macho... ?

will be on leave on 8 Aug for registration near the fort Canning area... (ehem ehem)....
informed my bro to be there as well....as the wali.......

a challenge to make me wiser or a challenge to demotivate me?

2008-07-31T00:32:00.000-07:00

challenging as i expected...but im staying strong...
and why the hell do some people cry and start pointing fingers to other people and put the blame on others...just because u want to escape responsibilities...

if like that...toksah keje sua.. Lu duduk rumah or just go back to skool.... stupidos...

shoe crazy? yes i am

2008-07-27T17:44:00.000-07:00

I am proud to say that I am a fan of shoes~......especially high heels.

Aniwae, i thought ive put a stop to this "buying-a-pair-of-shoes-even-when-its-not-necessary" habits away ...but NOT.

Last friday, went down to Orchard to buy just oneee shoe cause my black heels is wearing off ( that's what i explain to fairul la)...however, i grabbed 3 and actualli more shoes....but realised that I need to control myself, and eventually left the shop with only 2 high heels... Grrrr....... and repeatedly coaxed myself that "salbiah, you dont need that much shoes for now....just wait till the wedding event is over, and u can grab somemore ok"... hehehehe

nevertheless,
I walked out of orchard a happy gerl with two beautiful shoes..... nyehehehehe...

dinner at seould garden and arab st.

2008-07-19T20:58:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i blog...... perhaps, tons of work is diverting my attention away from all these multiply and blogspot and even hotmail...

Had a good dinner last friday at Bugis Seoul Garden..Was permitted by supervisor to go off early at 5 30 to book the seats as it will be crowded by the time they all arrive at 7pm..(nyehehehheee)..

Fairul had a good time entertaining my colleagues...with all his nonsense...haa...

Put on a white flag by 8 45 pm.... cant take it animore...too kenyang....made a move at 9 plus...and me and fairul went to arab street...for a sheesha session... yes...i like sheesha-ing...not realli like la...but since we are in arab street, why not..hahha...but cannot too often as i dont want to destroy my egg productivity hor...hahahaha...

and off to where i belong....Home la... where else.

hmm..

2008-07-13T17:35:00.000-07:00

wat do i want? i asked myself...

wat do i need? i asked myself too.

How should I do it? I ponder....

will everything be easier.....

Insyallah.

:X

2008-07-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

its frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

promise myself not to blow up..(nope, i never did that). What I want now is a hug and a pat on the shoulder from fairul..... tskkkkk~

SO WAHT?! i dun care!

Marriage

2008-07-03T17:57:00.000-07:00

Marriage...

I just keep asking myself...

are u up for it? Are you game enough for it?

and yuup...i am.

and patiently waiting for it.

its like that...and it will always be like dat...until the day u retire.

2008-06-23T18:19:00.000-07:00

jus penning down my opinion on worklife...u can agree...u can disagree...
\
office politics, too many comments, backstabbing, hypocrites, and blablabla....
its always there as long as u are working. We can complain and comment as much as we want, but at the end of the day, we must remember that, it will happen anywhere...just about anywhere, as long as there is a group of humans working together...
Kan pepatah melayu da meyebut, "Manusia..rambut sama hitam, hati lain2.." ..dats why there is always differences.....and it is sumthing we cant avoid.

As a hamba Allah and berpegangan agama, we must tawakkal and redha. If betul working in a working place is not a place for us, then leave with grace and good memories.If it is time to leave, then leave. If we think that the current work is still a place for us to cari rezeki yg halal, then redha...tawakkal.... (i am reminding myself this over and over again too..I am only a human too, remember? *winks* .)..........

Ingat, hidup ini bagaikan pentas dunia.... pelakon nye adalah kite semua, ''director" nya adalah YG diatas........

wassalam.

damn it

2008-06-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

what is this feeling...... i dun like mixture feelings and unnecessary worries...

worries about what? not about fairul...but about ...work ...life...blabla.blablablabla..

shucks....

kaki kaki session

2008-06-20T18:15:00.000-07:00

took time off yesterday......

was quite depressed on sumthing....aniwae...felt soo happi when i saw him at the lobby...

and offf we went to kaki kaki sssion at geylang serai...woohoo..

reached there at 6 30pm....and it was a 'feel good' session...hhehe

Mister got his treatment too...... hope u had a good time dear!

pixxies a bit too dark ....

Charcos Hunt

2008-06-20T17:39:00.000-07:00

it was a week late for the update on Charcos hunting in Ang Mo Kio....

We've never been to Ang Mo Kio ....so decided to hunt for 'charcos' at Ang Mo Kio Ave 5.Heard reviews about the makan place...and it was like kennny rogers kind of food...

After our visit to the HDB Hub on saturday ... pandai2 took a bus which we 'think' will took us to the place.... ended up in Serangoon dunno where....around industrial area.....in front of seagate factory...PFtttttttt~... (sesat number 1)

Kanchiong? So we alighted...and cross the road...flagged the same bus number..believing that Mmmayyybe we had past the "correct" bustop.

Alighted at the "correct' (so we thought la) stop...and walked Walked WaLkEd WALKED until we dunno where we are.....

So, frustrated...? Yeah, so Fairul flagged the cab..and tadaaaa...the place is at the other side of Ang Mo Kio...and oh My God\i cant imagine if we were to walk to find the place...

Hais..

Si bodoh and si lembab carik tempat makan..... hahaha..

breath in..breath out..

2008-06-18T01:39:00.000-07:00

i.got.to.stop.spending.on.unnecessary.things..

i.must.refrain.from.picking.whatever.i.feel.like.buying.on.the.shelves.

i.must.control.myself.

i.will.not.die.if.i.do.not.shop.

*breath in...breath out**

kaki kaki

2008-06-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

had made an appointment with kakikaki at malay village for this friday... cant wait..and fairul cant wait too.....

i knew he's feeling lethargic and tired...so i hope this reflexology and back massage will do him good.... and im getting one too!! heeeehheeee...

cant wait cant wait!!!

lak's wedding

2008-06-17T01:47:00.000-07:00

the invitation was very not the usual kind...its thru word of mouth and an sms to invite....nothing more or less...hahahha.....

aniwae...so hepi to see him on the dais with his wife...he's one happy man..hehehe....

and me..i am always always hepi when i get to gather gather with my frens...nothing but u peeps se.....dari primary skool...secondary skool...sampai la da nak bebini belaki beranak pinak...we still together...hehehehehe..I LOVE U !!!!! MUAH....

i love outings with them...especialli RAYA beb....not missing any day at all...me and fairul....always always hepi raya with all of us...aniwae....puasa belom datang lagik..so cannot say much about raya..haha.

if u peeps wanna see byk2 gambar from lak's wedding...kindly go to Norainek's website.... greenygal.multiply.com

kite takda kamera...so tumpang2 la curi gambar ....hehhe....

shhh~

2008-06-10T02:55:00.000-07:00

mushy ..

2008-06-09T02:40:00.000-07:00

i love u fairul.

last weekend_ a syiok one.

2008-06-08T15:00:00.000-07:00

So it was a very very "ad-hoc" and last minute plan for the chalet......from last month kiki
and arie had been planning for JUne outing....batam la...condo la...blabla...hahaha...

Last saturday, received a call from mak kiah (kiki la..) @ 1400...saying that we get a chalet..
a last minute booking and a last minute confirmation...wakakakkaa...and everybody is expected to
be at Costa Sand Pasir Ris chalet by 7 perhaps....so, packed my bag...told fairul...told mak..
and Zooooommmmm~ went to chalet...this is very very last minit plan seh..haha..but i like it though..

Reached chalet@1800 plus..only to found 2 "midgets" in the chalet (Arie and Kiki)...
The last person arrived at 12 plus maybe...and we went for a movie at 0230 am....
(semua mcm ala-ala nak qiyamulail gitu ar...padahal nak tgk wayang berjemaah,,)

Walked back to chalet @0400 am...and after some nonsense jokes and endless laughter and stupid
talk...everybody slept like a pig...hahaha....

Next day check out at 1030 (so early rite)....and went to ORchard for Ayam Penyet for 'Brunch".
Walked down for karaoke-ing at Cash Studio Karaoke at Orchard... tocang naik oii...hahhaa
Kelakar to the max....u know la if there's people like arie and haz and me...hmmm......

Kiki as usual la...sleep jek.

To summarise last weekend....ITS A GREAT ONE BUDDIES!!!!!!!!
AD HOC AND NOT PRE-PLANNED OUting+chalet...wakakakka...syiok...

Love u guys la...

AND TO KEMBAR...B NAK GAMBAR...... TOLONG HANTAR DI-EMAIL OK.... anak_dalap@hotmail.com

tenkiu.

:x

2008-05-31T02:25:00.000-07:00

ok...mak is out from hospital.

but she's funni....she is one stubborn mum.....the day she went home...i saw a juicy mango half-cut on the kitchen cabinet...... the reason she could gave is " Kan sayang kalau tak makan...manga aku tgk da nak busuk.." Hahaha... degil kan makcik ni...nanti semput rabak kang... haiss...

aniwae....doc had found out its not just her chronic asthma dis time..but its sumthing else...so she gotta take care...

aniwae...im soo super duper pissed....cos He is working dis saturday!!!! im trying my best to make myself understand his situation...but... (Read this!-->) im a WOMAN...and I CAN T HELP BEING SENSITIVE~! AND NAG AND BEING EMOTIONAL!

take it or leave it abg...hahahaha.. i can hear fairul saying " salbiah.. salbiah.... kesabaran awak ni tipis la...cube la bersabar sikit.." hehehehe...

love u.

hais

2008-05-22T13:47:00.000-07:00

haiyo...*mengeluh*

now i didnt know how to joke with him isit.....my jokes are not funni to him...it happened twice oredi...in the end, i laugh alone and he lectures me...(haha..padan muke aku).

Boring bangat seh....!!!!!! tak fun la kene membebel gini...i know la i know la.

What a good thing for a start of the day....lucky today is friday.

*screams *

batam trip with colleagues

2008-05-19T02:24:00.000-07:00

2D1N Batam trip with the budak2 office was sooo gerek....even though the start of the trip before we board the ferry from harbourfront was a bit like " Amazing Race"....HAHAHA...we nearly missed the ferry and ila muke panic nak mampsss..hehehehehehe

aniwae....we stayed at a gerek hotel....Panorama Regency Hotel...its soo cool because of three things

Nice and pleasant hotel (i didnt expect it to be that good)
Its soooo close to RAMAYANA and chain of malls around nagoya..
our Mustika Ratu spa is walking distance....

because of the close distant...we went gaga and went shopping noon...afternoon and night..hahah.....but me and ila pancit at 9pm...cannot tahan liao...

the other two girls...wahhh...shop gilerrrr smapai kol brape pun aku tak tau..hehehehehehehhehe...

aniwae..... great trip...great kakis....and best time spent!!!!!!!!

coach crazy?

2008-05-11T01:16:00.000-07:00

I am beginning to be 'coach-crazy'.... oppppss....

shucks....i need to refrain myself...but why cant i???!!!!!!!!

Blarghh

A very good saturday spent.

2008-05-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

A very good saturday spent indeed last week....the day I longed for.....the day i get to spend more time with him.....

we went to APKIM for our pre-marriage course....sungguh bagus..sungguh bernas...sungguh berkesan...a MUST place for every couple getting married to go....

Course ended around 6 30..so we rushed down to bugis junction for "IRON MAN"...which unfortunately...i SLEPT AGAIN ....sampai terhangguk-hangguk seh kepala...ape ntah yg aku penat sangat....aniwae...knowing how luvly he is.....he didnt disturb my sleep despite my heavy head on his shoulder....alalalalala.......bestnye....

and went to eat at tong seng after that.... dah tak sedap eh makanan nye......doesnt fascinate me though.....onli that food are cheap.......

10pm... THE END...

11pm.... already on the bed sleeping......

i miss u abang.

...

2008-04-30T02:52:00.000-07:00

we. need. more. time. together.... i guess...

im losing concentration in work...i dun care things around me....

see how much that is affecting me..?

i know u are trying ur best to find rezeki for our future...but i need u...

No need to keep apologising to me dear.

Lov,

Abby.

alhamdulilah

2008-04-21T04:05:00.000-07:00

alhamdulilah.....life has been kind to me..i am still breathing the air..watching the blue sky....Subhanallah...

Ive not been a good muslimah lately...or perhaps...for a long time.....i want to be a better person for my future husband.....i want to be the best wife I can ever be to him..
I believe in him......I believe that Allah have lead me to a person ...a man whom i know can lead a sakinah family..he mite not be in turban and jubah......but he's full of love and the quality of a leader in the family that i ve been loooking for.......its quite earli to say this...but i know ive made the rite choice.....he's the one...

Let me talk about fairul here....

He's a very patient man..very very patient man.a man with advice....a man who will not lose his temper.... (unless at the time where i totally abandoned him and he turned into a 'gollum' from Lord Of The Rings.....onli my sis in law tau la....kan noreen kan?hahaha)..

If i put his 'selenge' attitude a side....i adore his attitude.... he taught me how to have lots of patience. He always says that I have 'kesabaran yg tipis'..hehe...yeah i know that....and im trying my best to be better...when im in rage...he taught me to istighfar....and keep advising that syaitan sedang cocok2... (cocok ape? babat ku ini ke? *winks)

and one more thing.......these days...i realised that ' Maturity doesnt lie in the age of a person, but on how the person manage his or her life.'

..

2008-04-02T17:06:00.000-07:00

baby....love you....

Miss you.

2008-03-31T22:58:00.000-07:00

I Miss You, love.

dinner maybe somedays?

2008-03-26T15:55:00.000-07:00

noreen aka noreenmanja(bluek..nak muntah)...ajak go shopping and jalan2....wanted to..but cant cos i got a date with my colleague oredi...maybe next time..
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i am going to call wayan retreat one of these days..but not today..cos im busy and lazy...
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I have a colleague in the office...he can "bukak story" on one topic..and go yadadadadadadada all the way.....
i think he fits more to be a lecturer rather than sitting in this bank industry..wakakkaka...
seriousli, a sentence " Ger***, the biscuits quite nice ah.." can lead to one whole grandfather story..... + his journey to malaysia + blablabla......
penat se dengar...

aniwae, he is still a nice guy i guess...hehe.....

spa....spa-maniac

2008-03-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

i am dying to go for a spa...a lulur...a massage..a back scrub..a milk bath...a sauna...a ganggang (Ooops!hehe)...

i mite be planning to go with the colleagues...but waiting for their reply la ni....alahai...jom la...

.....

on the other hand ,
last year..i was confidently saying to mak that preparations for marriage will only be made 6 mths before....but look at me and (sometimes fairul)...we are already booking most of our preparations thingy since decmeber and start of the year....
how not to be kiasu...if other people are like a speed of lightning booking the services before you......

so maybe...me and fairul...are just another 'kanchiong-spider' couple.....

spa....spa-maniac

2008-03-24T23:16:00.001-07:00

spa....spa-maniac

2008-03-24T23:16:00.000-07:00

" The Screen At Kamchanod "

2008-02-29T17:19:00.000-08:00

Stress la tgk citer ni..byk sgt ghost scenes and terperanjat scenes......but its a good show....

at least it doesnt put me to sleep...its a ghost story@at thailand...based on true story..but i dun see the ending part of the film as a true story...how can human be trapped in a reel of film..?

aniwae......it wass scary.....scary laaaaa~..i was practically at the edge of my seats...cos there's a lot of terperanjat terperanjat scenes...AND AND AND......Mr Norfairul besides me all along was eating his LARGE POPCORN like he havent had it for 10 years....pfftt! PLUS PLUS PLUS.....whenever those scary scenes with those background music that makes u have all the adrenaline rush u could have in the world...I would close my eyes so tight..to avoid screaming...HE WAS PRACTICALLY trying his best to force open my eyes...paksa suruh tgk.......aiyoyo....tak romantic langsung tunang aku sorang nih...hehehehehhehehe..

you peeps should watch this show..

movie plot :Based on a supposed true story that took place in 1987 in Udon Thani, an outdoor film screening was booked at the Kamchanod forest reserve. The projection crew rolled the film but there was no audience, until near the end when some ghosts came out of nowhere. "The Screen" then deals with the obsession of a young doctor, Yuth, who wants to find out the mystery behind this screening. With his wife, nurse Om, journalist friends Ji and Phann and neighbourbood street guy Roj, the doctor tracks down the film and arranges a screening. Soon after, all the members of the group start seeing dead people. http://sg.movies.yahoo.com/The+Screen+At+Kamchanod/movie/14511/

stress bangat

2008-02-23T00:47:00.000-08:00

Arrrggghh!!! *breath in breath out*

Too many things on mind... Its sooo stressfooolll sumtimes....

Nuff said.

Helo?

2008-02-20T00:42:00.000-08:00

hehe...so hepi to see a bigger picture of the cupcakes on sis lina's multiply...i rekomen her to u peeps who wants cupcakes for gifts...This one...was a small prezzie to noreen deaolova from me and her brother....

cute sungguh...http://cupthelina.multiply.com/photos/album/89/Pink_Blue_Combo#1(puji

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and today there is one to one session in the office for our team...hais.....so strict la the world of banking..sumtimes frustrating sikit la...but its ok....i loike..

aniwae...i felt like an idiot not even knowing things in microsoft applications nowdays..its true what people said...when u dont practise what u know...u will lose ur touch...tapi heck care la...i got bigger things to think about for this year...ehehehe. *blush*

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aniwae....wedding preps for me does not only include sibok2 for the andaman..bilik penganting and blablabla...but also...lessons from mak or should i say..the disciple / follower of 'Hitler' (those of u who knows my mum..shud know la eh her speaker voice..). *winks...

On weekends...I no more get to syiok syiok wake up at 9am after subuh prayers....i now dont often get to sleep again after subuh...like last saturday...i was assigned to cook breakfast...and also lauk for the day..while she went out...she only said "aku tau...aku balik kau da masak.."..haha...

"ape ingat aku tak tau masak ke" --> i only said this to myself la..ahamdulilah..i managed..

watever it is,i know it will benefit me........nuff said.

well time spent with u

2008-02-16T02:53:00.000-08:00

Romantic Part :A very nice time spent with u....

I miss u soo much........ur presence makes me feel warm..

Tak Romantic Part: I got this bad habit of sleeping in the cinema...i dozed off very very easily....

Fairul was making fun of me sleeping with my head nodding left....left...left while we were watching "The Death Of Ian Stone" @ Shaw Orchard... Story Lame sangat la.....and it bores me to death....I tot its a murder murder or ghost story seh...( Fairul bebeh.......jgn kacau2 lagi la...kite ter-ngantuk la)..

and ohh...i slept while we watched CJ7 at jurong point too last sunday....haiss.....

i must kick this habit...but not so soon....cos its been a practice since im in secondary sckool to sleep in cinema if the story is soo boring.

k enuff said.

wats up man with me!

2008-02-14T01:36:00.000-08:00

Warning :I dun have anything else to post la tonite....this is just one of another merepek post u are reading.......

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wats wrong with me.....?! I am having..... WEDDING- SYNDROME.....(hehehehe)

i said to fairul... "I want pink and brown gubahans ok..tak susah......u buat sendiri eh?..." i can feel he looked at me..like i am a Kentucky Fried Chicken.. *hmm...enuff said..* hahaha....he will end up replying " itu benda kecik...takpayah pikir2 dulu la eh..*

i love u la bebeh! anything la eh...kasi gubahan dalam beg plastic pasar pun ok... hahahahhahhaa....mak kite ada byk...

k dah...bye!

malu

2008-02-14T00:42:00.000-08:00

"A Carrot A Day".....yeah....have a gathering just now at work.......Vice President giving speech and presentation on the "A Carrot A Day" campaign....

Cant be bothered much la on what our VP was talking and blabbing about..my mind went sidetracked : .im more interested on the clothes that she's wearing......She always look soooooo very the Vogue seh....You can see her wearing something simple...but it looks soo nice on her...( simple...but 'smells' expensive la seh..).hais...if only...( ok...in my dreams..period!)

End of her speech....she gave everyone in the room a can of 'carrot juice'....so we queued...she held one can to give while standby another can on her left hand to pass to the person behind ......Reached my turn...and I Accidentally TOOK both cans...!!! (remind u..everyone suppose to take one carrot can je ok) ..

Kite siap cakap "Thank You" lagi at her...walked two footsteps, and i heard her saying "eh..how come you got two cans ,..?" (VP was also puzzled why i took 2 cans from her hand)

ALAMAKK...malunyeee.....!!! Quickly like a lightning , I placed back the extra can.....and dashed out....and my colleagues was out there all laughing at me.....and as usual la....the face cant hide.......Merah padam satu muke...da mcm bontot baboon. Hmph!

Today--> Valentine's Day.... SO? Eiiii yucks....the typical scenes everywhere.....*roll eyes* Me ? Went home straight and Zzzzzzz...

Arghhh!!

2008-02-12T02:04:00.000-08:00

I mite be exaggerating this...But I CANT Stand my laptop being laggy.....its getting worse tonite.... ;'( I am so not going to let this prolong..I spent 3 years in RP jaga-ing this pathetic laptop from any "misfortune"...and i reformatted it only once in 3 years...and now...its breaking my heart to see it working this way...SO LAGGGYYYY!!!! aniwae..since im not using it for school like i used to....this lappie had replaced the presence of our home desktop...so...to cut it short....this lappie now is for everyone's use.... * roll eyes sikit je*

Frustrating.......i hate this.

* Breath in..Breath Out*

Aniwaes....

Been realli careful at work...trying to be 'meticulous' in work......trying hard to bring down the error rate...but boring seh cos since last week...new instruction given..we cannot surf the internet (except for work-related) ONLY......pffftttt~ -.-

haha.

ok dahh....bye!

Fairul mane ni...belom talipon kite lagi... huhuhuhu

hais

2008-02-08T21:35:00.000-08:00

i know i know...i shud be concentrating on the wedding..."One thing at a time Salbiah..."- i know...u must be saying dis kan....haha....

but please....the forever burning desire inside me..i just cant put it down...*tearing*

i need to know...how do we get financial assistaNCE for studies....for a degree programme...pls pls.....whoever knows the channel.......where financial assistance can be use for financing a part time degree studies...pls pls...PM Me..let me know.........

i just need to know.....Thank you.....Fuhhhhhhh...i wish money is falling from the sky...

Long Loooong Weekend

2008-02-08T20:39:00.000-08:00

Its a long long weekend se i felt...its CNY...aniwae...the moment I MOSTLY Love is Thursday...Cos i get to spend my time with the fiance......alalalalalala.........Bestttnyeeeeee..

Went for Ida's Engagement...so pretty la the make up...hehehe...org nye pun. *winks* I like the gubahans too..nice. at nite...met with Kak Wannie....so exciting!! cant wait for the actual time...hehehe...ok..that one settled oredi..

friiday was oso great..Irna's belated berfday.....supposed to go sentosa..but Queue DAMN Long! and taking the monorail was a Big NO-NO! Major headache with all the foreigners....urgh... aniwae..i guess, that little island will not be able to accommodate ALL the people..so...we moved to West Coast Park..(Sungguh Tak Ada Aktiviti)....haha......lepaks2...played UNO..which some people ada hati to play when they dont know...(HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHA)....and waited for belated berfday gurl to cut the cake..Yummylicious cake....Banana with choc@Awfully Chocolate-Vivocity.

and after that...its the menyanyah-tak tentu arah journey...back to vivocity..wanted to watch movie tak jadi....booked karaoke room at orchard....went Orchard....had dinner...and went home. (and karaoke Cancelled.... :p)

hahahahhahahahhahhahahha...................................................................

shock news......but dis is reality...and its happening..

2008-02-03T00:01:00.000-08:00

sad.....shocked....despise...hatred.....thats what i have for him...!!

You can F.C.** off eh...together with ur balls...!
My sister and her children dont need u! Despicable creature! Dun u wori cos we can take care of her and ur children...
As far as we are concern...we have been tolerating u for 13 years..we accepted u..and now u when u dont want her...u just chucked her one side...cant wait to file it?

You never care for your children's ugama education.....becos u urself are not a good role to play as pemimpin keluarga..when ur wife is reciting quran with ur children....where are u??! u sat and watched tv....
When u fall sick...every now and then.............6 mths not working.......SHe is the one working ....being the breadwinner....and now u CHUCKED HER ONE SIDE??!!!! F*king Ass!
YOU are not educated! You are just one security guard....mingling with other security guards people who perangai is as bad as u......We accepted u even when u didnt gave her a good life..When u are not working...we gave her financial support...and now...when u had gone back to work..........U drifted apart...u said she never took care of u...U said u don love her animore....Stupid Idiot!

ARE U SURE that 20 year old gal that u just knew in the chatline will be forever living with u..? WHAT does she know...She herself is not educated...SLut.."Kerana sayang, adik sanggup.." WHat bullshit is she talking like that to my sister?! she only knew u for 2 weeks...my sister knew him for 13 years....

.I Wish u will never have a good life at all!!!!!!
And you will never gain respect from me...! I HATE U...

DUN EVER LET ME SEE UR FACE!! Keling!!

workplace

2008-01-31T20:52:00.000-08:00

i dun understand...why people at work is always waiting for us to make mistakes.....
we should all be helping one another..that is what team mates are for....

Us..are always careful with what we did....

favouritism is always in the air........unfairness...racism.... u name it...we got it HERE...

hais..work life...what more to expect kan....

What ever la.......im starting to feel tawar hati a bit..but i wont surrender now....

What a happi week

2008-01-31T19:57:00.000-08:00

i get to mit mister 2 times this week...im so hepi.....

aniway...get to watch movie yesterday...and we watched SWEENY TODD...
BLarghhh~
fairul la ni..tot it was one scaaarryy movie....skali..
opening je da nyanyi....

when johnny depp first appearance in the movie...we tot it was ok...not UNTIL he opens his mouth...and fills his lungs with air...and sings on top of his voice...
Me and fairul...looked at each other..and laughed....WAT THE FISH la...its a musical story la seh!!!
Boring!!
and it was until the end...every words the actors and actresses conveys...is thru singing....musical mah...
sad oso sing...while killing people also sing...
haha

Ok so i did my habit again...sitting still and slept......and when i opened up my eyes...fairul was staring at me...HAHA!!!!!!

teperanjat !

help

2008-01-23T00:47:00.000-08:00

help......~!!!........the mouth doesnt want to stoppppp munching and eating...

Mushy

2008-01-22T15:53:00.000-08:00

I .... H.E.A.R.T.... Y.O.U....

23 January 2001

2008-01-22T00:43:00.000-08:00

tick tock..tick tock...
another one day to 23 Jan......marked 7 years......
7 years ago..we met in school...fell in love even when teachers around was nosy(blargh)...asking us to break up..concentrate on studies...show good example to juniors..
but wat to do....too mentel to break up...too mentel to forget each other...too mentel let go..

so yeah...dis year...
not just another boypren gerpren relationship anni...
but a very meaningful one dis year....

but how do we celebrate?
haha....no sweet sweet suprises..
lomantic lomantic high-class Rest. dinner....*winks*
i dont need that..
we dont need that...

so how do we celebrate??
hmmm...

OhH..i know! another of my malas aktiviti.....sleep earli..and fairul? work and work...

but hey....we love each other....

You...you ...and you.. say watever u want..Hah.
*ok..dis is another one of my malas post...but i like blogging...so who cares.

bye..

Cant take my eyes of u......

2008-01-20T21:23:00.000-08:00

You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just to good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you

"Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak"

Can't take my eyes off of you =)

boring

2008-01-20T01:51:00.000-08:00

B.O.R.I.N.G ....

im always bored.....why am i always feeling like dis......something is missing in me....what is it?

aniwae...went batam yesterday...great!

the spa i tell u..!! super duper satisfying....... i recommend u peeps to go to "Tiara Mustika" @ batam centre....its cheap..and layanan is superb..for couples...can have the "Couple Room" *shy* hehehehhe....pamper urself ...

went to DC Mall, bought a lot of stock for my lulur and stuffs.....suke bangat!!!!!!

im big but small

2008-01-14T21:20:00.000-08:00

i felt small when i walked in here...felt that i always keep making mistake..even though sometimes i didnt..

Working in Abn Amro Bank gives me a different feeling..im happi...delighted...but dunno why..i am sooooo Scareddd of making mistakes.....but i need to realise that human is not perfect..and there is always mistakes waiting to happen and always..always room for improvements.....

I just hope that I will give the best.

I am trying my best to minimise the income calculation error....i realli realli looking forward for the "2008 Income Documentation Checklist Workshop" dis week...i want to improve!!!!!!! arghhh......