will i ever get it one day...?

http://www.apmi.edu.sg/bachelor_course.php?id=27

I am looking at it again..... :(

but im not able to do it now...

will my husband give me the chance to grab it in the future...i am willing to look for the $$ for the fees on my own...... but i need his consent.....
but then....

I cannot be selfish..... i know he is very supportive, but i must think about our family..I must think again and again..i understand after marriage, we have lots and lots of commitments..

....its very sad...i hope i can find a solution...
or
do i just bury this wish in the grave......

only time will tell.