why?

why.... why must it happen now...?

we are so sad..cos we had plan it earlier on....
cos we dunno wat to do....
but we are trying to support each other...
so that we can stand up.....and make each other smile again..

hopefully something good is coming out....

another additional stress for me.....

haiss...

oh allah..... i hope im strong and u r testing me cos i know that more hurdles to come.....