jittery feelings...

im starting to have it.... but trying to control it...

relax salbiah...relax.....

why do guys not feeling what we girls feel...? like does excited feelings or anxious or just plain nervous...

or maybe..they trying to control macho... ?

will be on leave on 8 Aug for registration near the fort Canning area... (ehem ehem)....
informed my bro to be there as well....as the wali.......

a challenge to make me wiser or a challenge to demotivate me?

challenging as i expected...but im staying strong...
and why the hell do some people cry and start pointing fingers to other people and put the blame on others...just because u want to escape responsibilities...

if like that...toksah keje sua.. Lu duduk rumah or just go back to skool.... stupidos...

shoe crazy? yes i am

I am proud to say that I am a fan of shoes~......especially high heels.

Aniwae, i thought ive put a stop to this "buying-a-pair-of-shoes-even-when-its-not-necessary" habits away ...but NOT.

Last friday, went down to Orchard to buy just oneee shoe cause my black heels is wearing off ( that's what i explain to fairul la)...however, i grabbed 3 and actualli more shoes....but realised that I need to control myself, and eventually left the shop with only 2 high heels... Grrrr....... and repeatedly coaxed myself that "salbiah, you dont need that much shoes for now....just wait till the wedding event is over, and u can grab somemore ok"... hehehehe

nevertheless,
I walked out of orchard a happy gerl with two beautiful shoes..... nyehehehehe...

dinner at seould garden and arab st.

its been a while since i blog...... perhaps, tons of work is diverting my attention away from all these multiply and blogspot and even hotmail...

Had a good dinner last friday at Bugis Seoul Garden..Was permitted by supervisor to go off early at 5 30 to book the seats as it will be crowded by the time they all arrive at 7pm..(nyehehehheee)..

Fairul had a good time entertaining my colleagues...with all his nonsense...haa...

Put on a white flag by 8 45 pm.... cant take it animore...too kenyang....made a move at 9 plus...and me and fairul went to arab street...for a sheesha session... yes...i like sheesha-ing...not realli like la...but since we are in arab street, why not..hahha...but cannot too often as i dont want to destroy my egg productivity hor...hahahaha...

and off to where i belong....Home la... where else.

hmm..

wat do i want? i asked myself...

wat do i need? i asked myself too.

How should I do it? I ponder....

will everything be easier.....

Insyallah.

:X

its frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

promise myself not to blow up..(nope, i never did that). What I want now is a hug and a pat on the shoulder from fairul..... tskkkkk~

SO WAHT?! i dun care!

Marriage

Marriage...

I just keep asking myself...

are u up for it? Are you game enough for it?

and yuup...i am.

and patiently waiting for it.