if..

its not a doa...but i was thinking...if only it was simple and im able to cope with it.
then i wont be in this state of turmoil.

changes we need to adapt...

after december, there will be major changes happening in my life and all around me...
I will be under someone's care,,.... I am living at a difference place...I will have to face more challenges and problems... and worklife...hmmm... maybe a career advancement or a switch of industry?im not sure...
Aniwae...starting dis december..u wont be seeing my baby at IMM animore...a jewel in his company...he gets more trust for his sincerity in work....his hardwork (which I had suffer from it) will be fruitful insyallah... ( I just hope he dont forget me too much... :( )
he is going to be transfered to Suntec....with a new designation...new culture...
Hopefully he can make new waves out there...

I admire his determination cos he started from scratch...and he never complains.....

I love you abang.

.;;;,

feeling fickle minded...kanchiong spider...and sensitive for everytinng...

dat will include mengarot sentences like
" why..u dun want to get married isit?"..
"abang..u seem like u dun care!"...
" are u thinking twice..?!!'

and i think he's getting immune to these... what he does is smile and shake his head looking at me... funni meh.
(i dun care..)

hmmm..must be part of the symptom of wedding sickness lah.

hahaha.